Wednesday, October 18, 2017
I Want to Live in a Bubble Wrap Cave Again
I have heard that turkeys are possibly some of the most oblivious creatures around. They live their lives just wandering around, eating and quite frankly not giving a hoot (or gobble) about anything in their world. Man, there are times I wish I was a turkey!
I don't know about anyone else, but I am completely overwhelmed by all the evil, hatred, sliminess and just downright horrific things that I am seeing in the world lately. I can't log onto my computer or even YouTube without seeing news stories that make my blood boil, bring me to tears and/or at times, make me want to throw up because they are so abhorrent. Our world is getting worse and worse each day it seems.
Our family has enough drama in our own little world to deal with. We are so tired of the mind games and the more they play them, the more clear things become and the more answers to questions that have plagued us for years, seem to be coming forth, including when and why my health took a turn for the worse.
I really can't do the stress all this brings on. Stress is a huge part of what caused my Fibromyalgia and CFS and I know that now by tracing back to when I first started having really bad symptoms. When I have been at my worst health wise, is when I have been under the most stress. There is a direct link there. Just when I start to do and feel better, we are hit with more crap that sends me reeling backwards again. As much as I try to insulate myself from it, I really can't.
We have done what we can to step away from the extended family drama, but they just won't leave us alone. I try avoid reading news stories that I know will upset me and even "hide" them on facebook, but the headlines alone make me ill. Does anyone know if there is a way to hide that news ticker thing off to the side? I use facebook to keep up with and communicate with friends and family. Being limited in energy, I tend to stay home a lot and can feel so isolated, so facebook has helped greatly with that.
In a perfect world I would build a big bubble wrap cave and gather in my family and friends and we would all live there in perfect harmony, safe from the outside world, and just enjoy life and each other. My cave would have to have a greenhouse too and a small farm so we could grow our own food...that way I would not have to go to the store. A self sustaining bubble wrap family compound...now that is a great idea!